GETTING BACK TO MYSELF

DEAR MS. G:

What do the cards say about me getting back to myself? Somewhere, I lost myself. How can I feel normal or like myself again? I appreciate it.

SIGNED, ME AGAIN

DEAR ME AGAIN:

This a wonderful question. It will help many others. Thank you.

You have held a certain sadness for too long. It is time to release it and live again. It’s not that you have intentionally relived it day after day, it progressed over time - in layers and phases.

 Early on, you spent much time thinking, analyzing, researching, and trying to figure out what was going on (and who all was involved). Then, you discovered the depth of the betrayals and was shaken to the core not only by what happened, but also by how cruel you were treated at your lowest.

 Trying to just catch your breath, you stayed low for an extended amount of time. It began to affect your sleep, which affected your conscious mind during waking hours and how you coped with day-to-day life. Overtime, this began to wreak havoc on your ability to concentrate and further strained your central nervous system. It altered what you were able to handle and how you maneuvered in your personal world (your perspective and energy levels). You had a shut down, my friend. Hold on.

 Yet, you are so strong and so determined to live that you were able to exist this way for several years. But you are absolutely correct. You lost yourself in the mix of it all. In life, these things happen (especially to the greatest among us – the geniuses, forerunners, innovators). This is your time to resurrect (hence, this very moment that you and I are sharing).

 You are about to witness Universal Justice go to work in ways you wouldn’t have ever imagined. Everything you lost is about to be replaced ten-fold (insert 10 of Pentacles, here)! Even though you ask to “get back to yourself”, the opportunities before you are greater than anything you have ever been. This last leg of healing won’t be accomplished alone. A very special love is entering your life to carry you passed the victory line. This relationship will be a blessing to you for the long term. As you begin to reap these rewards, be wise and close the door to the people, places, and things that played roles in your downfall. Be open to all of the gifts God is handing you!

 This reading blessed my faith. When the time is right, please send in an update and share your testimony. I hope this helps.

SIGNED, MS. G